Faith and happiness

im having a very great Sunday morning. i started out laughing over a great conversation with a cool new DJ friend...while listening to beautiful music over coffee and a lot of i love yous from my Kahlil. I am super happy that i can't stop myself from telling my GOD how overjoyed i am for all these blessings.

I've been away from home for two weeks now...i miss Kahlil, my family, my room and my Cebu. but i can't be sad...there is always excitement in looking forward to coming home soon...

I'll be a 5 year old mom on May 2,2009.i thank the LORD for giving me this present, this experience...i must say this is the BEST. It wasn't easy raising a child alone...but I'm glad and I'm both humbled and proud that I've been successful and i intend to keep it that way up to my last breath...the successful motherhood I mean, not the "single thing" hopefully...

my work is giving me sooo much challenges and just as much fulfillment. there is never a dull moment in my beloved Sheridan...I am very happy here..I get to experience all emotions known to man every single day and most of the time in a really fast pace.good that i still am able to keep my sanity...thanks to a really strong sense of self.

Bottom line...everything in my life is almost complete except for one...GOD leading him to me...or let me rephrase it...GOD making me realize for sure that HE has led him to me already. But I'm keeping the faith...

it does not end here...

THE REASON

he is God's greatest gift to a prodigal daughter
a lost soul's guiding compass
a blind heart's walking stick
a reason that tamed an unruly passion
a north star that guides a searching spirit...always constant always bright
He is someone i could never compromise.
He is my KAHLIL

soar high!

what's next?

today...i dont know how to feel or what to think
something soooo strange is happening
is it reality checking on me?

i was told and i qoute "when you are swimming in a pool, sometimes you would think that you are in the middle of the sea, then suddenly something happens and you would realize you are still in the pool."

i never felt so strongly for someone for a really loooooooooooooooooong time now. we are thinking of moving what we have to a higher level....now im asking myself, am i ready for everything that goes with it? am i sure about it?

i wonder what lies ahead...but one thing is for sure...
FIRST OF ALL,I HAVE TO BE CERTAIN.

whatta great day!

i love this day...i love this hour...i love this minute...i love this moment...coz i love..

happiness

happiness is just a state of the mind
you only need yourself and a happy thought to be happy
or well... a dose of sweet chocolate from a dear friend can add more beauty to it (thanks Ms. El, i love you)

the hardest part though is to keep that happy thought and to stay happy...
most of the time, you need to battle against yourself to discern what will make you happy or to take courage and accept that you will be as happy as you think you will be... sometimes you need to be extremely sad to understand that within you, you can find the happiness that you are searching.

yesterday was an eventful day.
looking back at it now, i can surely say that it was supa-fun!
it was one of those days wherein a traveler has to journey amidst the dark alleys, along the foggy swamps and in between the hazy valleys just to get to a sunny, warm meadows of flowers and butterflies.
it was not an easy trip but it was a beautiful one all in all.

to be happy all you have to do is to be happy
if you need to be sad just to be happy, don't be afraid to feel just that
never go against the natural flow of nature but rather always make it your closest and most loyal ally.
enjoy every moment of your happy times.
enjoy every moment of your down times just as much.
you'll see, it pays to be sad now that you are happy.

nothing happens before the right time

patience...so rare a virtue in this fast paced modern world
patience...almost extinct like most of life's basic

patience... i need you now more than ever
patience... rescue my soul chasing after time

patience...come heal my stressed being
patience...ohh patience...ohhhhhhhhh patience
come back to me...
im down on my knees...
come remind me how it feels to have you...