Monday, May 25, 2009

LESSON LEARNED MAY 26, 2009 2am

" Never say I LOVE YOU to someone unless you have faith and full trust in him"
-DEEPAN KUMAR

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Live by the Moment

There are things in life that you need to settle on your own. In as much as you wanted people you love to be there for you...and in as much as they wanted to be there when you call the universe will not let it happen...so i'll deal with it

tonight...after a roller coaster day, i end up in a mall coffee shop alone. while i was walking inside, i realized i was walking super fast missing a lot of things along the way....then i decided to slow-down, i heard a small voice inside me saying what's the rush?...life is too short to let beautiful, interesting things to pass you by unnoticed...they won't come back again and you would be losing a big deal of life's presents.

that's what's happening to me now. i work and do things in an impossibly fast pace and i'm missing a lot of things that matters...im at the top step of my department's corporate ladder at 29 years old...that's an achievement. i am happy and really proud with what i have achieved. but i miss doing a lot of things...trekking, lying for hours in a white sand beach under a beautiful starry night, i miss slowly biting and chewing a freshly baked donut coz i need to eat really fast..i miss my best friend Babe been really awhile since we get to talk about things, about life and about each other...i miss people watching and making stories based on how they act and react from a distance...i miss living by the moment.

two days ago, my other bestfriend Sid told me i should keep the balance and encouraged me to get a yoga DVD that i could use on my trips.. but i didnt find one in the nearest record bars but i got myself a Tai-Chi dvd instead...since then i've been doing it twice a day...by doing so it allowed me to slow down yet recharging a lot of good energy inside and outside my body making me stronger inside out..

wow...i sooooooo love this moment...and i think, i should do this often..